[rock] steady

so that few minutes turned into a few hours, and those few hours turned into a day or two. I know, I'm sorry. I've been dealing with some things. And I've been frantically trying to form a thesis for all of my essays. I've been getting nowhere.

Although, I have a pretty nifty outline formed for my Dickens essay. I write using a whiteboard. I like to write out the big thoughts, have them all side by side on the board, and go from there. Usually I can make a pretty decent outline/thesis just by using the board. My mind doesn't work in a linear manner. I like to have everything laid out in front of me at once.

It makes me feel scattered and harried and rushed.

But it works. usually.