2.25.2011
2.10.2011
[death by] diamonds and pearls
I haven't been ignoring you.
If you know anything about me, you know its extremely hard for me to let people/things/events/places go. its very hard for me to completely forget about anything or anyone that/who was at one point important to me. I still think about all my old friends, all my old exes, all the people I had even just one significant encounter with --random strangers or not.
so if you think i've just thrown you out of my life, you're partially correct. I had a decision to make. Either severely scale back communications, or lose my significant other. I've run through this already, and it hasn't changed.
I promise to make a better effort to write, update, and comment. But I can't do much more.
and some days, its all i can do to remember what it is i wanted to say on here. I've really lost the ability to hold any sort of thought for more than a few minutes.
but most of all,
i'm sorry.
If you know anything about me, you know its extremely hard for me to let people/things/events/places go. its very hard for me to completely forget about anything or anyone that/who was at one point important to me. I still think about all my old friends, all my old exes, all the people I had even just one significant encounter with --random strangers or not.
so if you think i've just thrown you out of my life, you're partially correct. I had a decision to make. Either severely scale back communications, or lose my significant other. I've run through this already, and it hasn't changed.
I promise to make a better effort to write, update, and comment. But I can't do much more.
and some days, its all i can do to remember what it is i wanted to say on here. I've really lost the ability to hold any sort of thought for more than a few minutes.
but most of all,
i'm sorry.
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